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Guts Drive Around With No Glory....

Posted by Karan | 3 Nov 2005, 11:08pm

Guts Drive Around With No Glory....

Wtf is wrng with ppl i mean seriosuly blogs abt love?? love?? why the hell man?why wud u do that i mean ure ur in love dsnt mean u have to write abt it u mofo keep ur emotioins to ur self we want to read ur crzy thought and the days u behaved like a dumass not abt how love shud affect evryones life...LEts admit it love well its OVERRATED......so is pain but hey at least it helps u knw ur alive right?? And i am not argiung abt this further because then this blog will be abt love too..

anyway had surgery done got my whole left foot big toe nail removed..the hwole damn nail fuck that hurt....it still does...hope the girl i ma after dsnt have a toe fetish....thats gonna be bad....



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Someone Let Me Out Of My Cage.Someone Screwed Up.

Posted by Karan | 3 Nov 2005, 6:00am

Someone Let Me Out Of My Cage.Someone Screwed Up.
The Holidays are here yeah 3 days not much but hey its a start right??
Anyway no plans for a while though movie tommorow with a few guys and hopefully not the same old corny hangin out at the arcade later routine.Fuck yeah. Startin a Lonely HEart Club ...Inspired By The fact that between 5 of my friends and me love is like a disease and our friendship is more of a suport group and as i ahve falen out of love maybe i can help the other poor sods.coming up with logos and members for now.Nuthin MUch goin On in this town except the fact that i have noticed that ppl seem to hate rain??What are u nuts ???
ppl seem to get moody when it start to rain.morons....anyway havent had a good time in awhile so actaully what the hell i am vela is the only reason i am writing this blog anyway ...i actaully dnt have anything to say but still i am gonna ramble on like i knew all the answers .Seee arent i confident???



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Somethings u jst gotta lose before u start balding

Posted by Karan | 2 Nov 2005, 7:32pm








Somethings u jst gotta lose before u start balding

Dont ask me why (not because its obvious,but because i wud have to answer ur question and thats work i wud rather avoid) but as i lay in bed the other night as always my thought drifted to the fact that i sleep in double bed with no one on the other side of my bed .THis and the fact that i had read an article on the fact that teenagers are losing thier virginities from anywhere between 14 years to 16 years made me feel really old.I mean did i arrive too early for the trend or was it jst some random act ,some meeting somewhere that went on the lines of:

In Some Seedy Alcohol Soaked ,Piss Smelling Bar On The Outskirts Of Heaven And Hell,At A place Called Earth...

God:Hey so yeah man me and the missus still coming over for the party right??

Satan:oh Yeah. Oi another beer ??

God:I dnt knw had already like 15 in the past hour

Satan:Dude u knw alcohol poisioning dsnt effect u...

God:sure yeah why not but i do get drunk too easily

Satan:so anyway was thinkin that kids cud start losing thier virginities from like anytime after puberty kicks in...

God:yeah...Sure ohh look at that ones ass shes nice right??

Satan:yeah.

God:Yeah and dude do me a favor theres this shmuck called Karan ,keep him out of the whole virginity losing thing like till hes like 23 okay.The shithead dsnt believe in me..hahhaha in his face....i guess i taught him.

 

was there some meeting like that i want to knw and i if there was ,was ANYBODY keeping the minutes cause i need em man .If he said anything like 32 instead of 23 man my LIfes gonna be so F'ed man .

But till then i guess I am gona sit with my fingers crossed till 2012......

 


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the cons of growing old...

Posted by Karan | 2 Nov 2005, 7:29pm










the cons of growing old...

sure there are loads of reasonjs growing old isnt fun top of the list bein adult diapers,adult diapers AND adult diapers.Hey i didnt mind shittin my pants when i was young i didnt knw beter,but shittin ur pants when u knw its wrng well thast jst wrng .you lose the whole childhood innocence thing too remeber the time u used to show ur tuche in public and no one wud mind hell showing ur tuche was second nature wasnt it? an d as u grow old ppl teach u the meaning of shame of why ur privates are called privates and not soldier or the big g,and then showing ur butt is jst frowned upon .life is so much simpler before the hormones kick in and u are in overdrive mode before u knw it then all u can think abt is sex sex and maybe food if there a break in between all the sex of course no one gets sex cause the female hormones are blody feminist and dnt wanna give sex until marriage . god damn hormones .

anyway same old day at school statin the day being all vulgar and lazy theres sumthin abt being vulgar u knw its sick ,u knw it isnt u but hey the others are gonna get a kick out of it right.then those lewd comments abt which girl is hot of course tryin to create the perfect women by treatin super models like lego pieces and then deciding not to give her brains or else we dnt get sex again and whats the point then ??reachin our respective perversion saturation points by 9 to 10 in the morning then trying to talk abt other stuff. dreaming abt the "ifs" "ans" 'buts"

and think IF they didnt exist what wud happen . deciding to make those dreams reality then backing out cause hey if u failed u knw the dream wnt even be a dream, it wud be reality and we have too much reality and drama in our lives anyway so why make more of it?plus reality sucks ass man!!then lunch of course watchin ppl eat like pigs ,fifnishing lunch makin fun of the pigs,goin to class ,bunking every period after that till the vice principal calls u and then admiting to him that u were in the loo doin the do...hey he isnt a confessional that i have to tell him the truth right??makin fun of that sorry assed son of a bitch when we get out of his office and then by evenin enjoyin the torrential rain with a little bit of small talk as we watch ppl parade in the parade ground for the annaul sports day.then goin home and making those 'u cant hold me to that' type of promises abt not doin ur homework and mass bunks ,gettin home all tired writin ur blog which is read by one indivisual by the way u knw who u are ,with of course the prospect of losin ur only reader too  and then being tutored for and hour until the teacher leaves or gives up more often then not its gives up  comin bak to the comp remebering that hey life in cyberspace is jst as boring and realizing 'hey it isnt cyber space which is boring. its me."telling ur self "....if u are bored then u are boring" then eatig ur diner wishing against all hope that u cud imagine this karele ki sabzi  to be a steak but getin hit midway by the harsh reality that ur mind has no imaginative power left due to the mind numbing violence and the routine its fallen into.goin to bed tryin to sleep for  a while remembering sumthin ur friend told u today "i am an insominiacal dyslexic agonostic-i lay in bed all night and speculate whether there is a DOG' smilin tryin to think up sumthin original comin up with "the one hand that bleeds is more holier then the 2 that feed' knwing u have read it sumwhere in the past and then sayin to urself hey original thought wasnt a original concept anyway and fallin asleep thinkin abt how bad cud tommorow possible be and predicting whether it will be sunny or rainy and whether i had wasted this day the way i wanted to or was my heart not really into the wastin the today away and how i can do better tommorow




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Pay Heed To what i Say ...Or not .no Realy, Its Up to U

Posted by Karan | 2 Nov 2005, 7:28pm

Pay Heed To what i Say ...Or not .no Realy, Its Up to U The thing abt ppl is that everyones lost in thier own little worls and yet they want to be heard.Its ridiculous.I mean take this girl who i dnt even know,name shilpy sumthin anyway the girl actually has 4 different accounts on 1 network and whenever i get a forward from one of her friends(u knw the type those cheesy save this person or ull die in 10 days flat type of forwards)and i notice that the damn forward has been sent to each one of her accounts.I mean wtf ???This tells u how boring life is for her.She must open the same mail like 4 times from 4 different accounts each time loggin on and off...wohoa I dnt think i'll find a font large enugh to say this but I can try Right???BORING. I think It was one of greendays songs in hwich its said"If ur bored then ur boring" but seriously this bored.U gota be shittin me right??I get bored thats when i go and get drunk with my buddies and the next month is spent jst thinking abt that night and how messed up was I dude?? Okay now that we hav touched on the issue i wud jst like to tell u the opinions of me and my friends abt what NOT to do when drunk: Do not drink and skate,TRUST me ok..no gud can come of it. okay this is for the guys,and for those who dnt have a fetish for pain and do want to have kids..Dnt make soup in only ur boxers. Its unhygeniec and also unhygenetials dnt Go out of ur house and try to flirt with ur neighbour not so hot daughter cause that bitch is comin back for u and maybe she looks like kely preston when ur drunk but come on this is abt the time ur singing love songs and trying to woo a bottle of vodka.tellin it how fabulous life on the high seas will be...i mean COMe on Dnt falsh ur butt even if there are only 3 ppl ovr at ur place okay cause seriosuly word gets arnd school and then everyones jst waitin and lloking at ur butt thinking"whens he gona drop his pants" and the gay ppl are goin 'when sthe service window gonna open' DNT waste all ur enery callin the wall next to ur bed "a dirty hoe" and then callin ur best bud a schmuck who is fuckin his mommy cause hes ur best bud and u shud remember that U INVITED him to this shindig and hes behind u Try not to call ur parents and tell em ur illegally drunk cuts the weekend short ..yeah Dnt drink 4 pegs of 8 p.m,neat, and have 5 marlboros in 15 minutes even if u are in a competition ANd then be caught in a pool of ur own vomit singing a song by marlyn manson called "I DNT LIKE THE DRUGS BUT THE DRUGS LIKE ME" try NOT TO KNOCK DOWN THE ASH TRAY 5 TIMES ONthe doble bed u ahve to slep in Dnt get drunk and tell ur friend that u want to bone his baby sister,whos ur age,BADDDDDDD Dnt even try to dance a irish jig near cold hard metal objects and once the sick thud sound of ur skul hittin ur steel shelf repeats itself in under a minute i wud advice u jst lie down or dance harder and admit ur self in a school for 'SPECIAL' kids the very next day

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My Life A brief Sumary

Posted by Karan | 2 Nov 2005, 7:26pm

My Life A brief Sumary Lets see ,I was born And the rest of it was jst one sucky moment after another.Take for example today,I have to go shopping for diwali with my mom,and have no free will not to go,also she called me her escort twice,TWICE.I tried tellin her not to but she wnt listen,i sadi jst call me her son and that okay. What the hell is this world coming to when a six fot sumthin teenager has no freedom and on top of that i have to look decent so no bagees, no 3/4th, no t-shirts,so i have to wear some van heusen shirt,yuck ,its light pink checks man.I do get a lunch at pizza hut and 600 rs at the end of the day but only 600??wtf man... but still i ma gonna be parading up and down all day like a monkey and jst knw am goin to be forced to hold my moms bag on several occasions oh the shame.I wish i cud jst fade away and disappear. GOD DAMMIT!!!

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This cocaine isnt really cocaine its jst white calcium wtf who took my cocaine??

Posted by Karan | 2 Nov 2005, 7:23pm

This cocaine isnt really cocaine its jst white calcium wtf who took my cocaine??

anyway the day wasnt a total bust made like 750 rs off mom.the best part is dnt even feel guilty i think i finally got rid of that god damn concience YESHHHHHH!!!

anyway the sday did suck i jst found out that the movie "the motorcycle diaries" i ahd dowloaded abt che guevara turned out to be in spanish WITHOUT subtitles against wath its label said well that 700 mb and a week wasted now i gotta get the english subtitle one...hmm while i am at it will also try to get the punjabi subtitle one ...i hope they have one.....GOD DAMIT

watched a new soutyhpark episode heard obscene requests by ppl sitting in mumbai abt downloading one tree hill 2nd season even they dnt knw how i'll give them the downloaded stuff....phew ppl...(quoted )

anyway happy diwali to all u ...ahhh waht the hell its not like many ppl read this so the least i can do is name u guys

1.lodak(i think ur name is pretty random and might be very well made up but it CUD   be russian.is it??)

2.Grishma Rao aka Grease aka mommy aka BIATCH

3.Raunak aka Rony (if he check in the bitch hates the fact that he read my blog but i didnt leave a comment at his blog..as i said before but to show my importance let me plz quote ...ahem..ahem.."phew ppl"

4.The random guy/girl who stumbles across this blog and thinks its 'special' of me to wish him ahppy diwali even though hes plottin world domination and killing all mankind..jst in case there is such a person out there i wud also like to add..LUV U MAN>>>WHO DA MAN?? U DA MAN...U go dude

5.ME cause this is my blog and everythin HAS to be abt me also i'll fell great when i wake up tommorow and see this it really will make me feel important...man my egos dumb i can fool it with almost anythin..anythin..ANYTHIN



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Nothing Can Save Us Our Wizard Betrayed Us...

Posted by Karan | 2 Nov 2005, 6:57pm

Nothing Can Save Us Our Wizard Betrayed Us...

Well ths blog is waht happens when u try not to be funny and /or have had bad shellfish

Heres what i think God is the greatest con artist evr...EVR...

Heres how .GOd sent Jesus down to earth(and i knw right now some of u are goin "duh")And we all knw the story Jesus dies blah blah blah....Mel Gibson blah blah blah..Passion of Christ...blah blah blah

But heres the question we shud all ask ourselves :

ME: Question:Did God send jesus down to earth to die OR did jesus kinda get screwed over??

It makes a lot of difference if u look at it that way.If jesus was sent to do God bidding and die in the hands of jews then okay he was gods son but If jesse(as i wud now like to call him) was sent to die like a mortal man ,then well he was on of us jst with better ppl skills ,thats all .

All our faith till today in everything "holy" (including and not restricted to"holy shit" whatever that is...)is based on the fact that jesus got killed for a reason and that he was reincarnated and showd the world taht god exists but suppose he was meant to be screwed over anyway that he was gonna die anyway of maybe arthiritis when he was 50 then it dsnt make sense...We were conned

And i knw what ur thinking right now and i hear u...DAMN GOD"S A GUD CON ARTIST DAMN HES GOOOOOD!!

So i say we have all been had robbed .But it was worth it jst to learn by slieght of hand.

 

For the record i wud like to sate i ma not an agonostic and am an athiest....dnt knw why that makes me feel superior ohh yeah i knw cause i never went to church and contributed thousands of rupees each year to a con orgonization...It feels gud to be smart or at the least smarter  then all of u other chums...

 



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